ImYourPast

I am your ghost

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'I'll miss you' by ImYourPast, literature

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'I'll miss you'

I sit here, writing the hours away and it's your eyes that keep me awake. Those deep eyes my words over lap to form one heartfelt cry. I'm just sorry it's so messy. [rewind and pause] I miscounted your steps, and now e v e r y t h i n g is wrong. And here I sit, waiting and waiting until the memories sink in and reality finally hits me for the 437 time; You aren't going to answer on this ring or the 57 after that I shouldn't be suprised, I can't help where my fingers fall and with you gone, you words will stay they have ca

Forget condoms, get hard hats. by ImYourPast, literature

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Forget condoms, get hard hats.

I let your words swim through my head, holding back my breaths waiting, just waiting for that one little sign that you care. and my mind whispers soft words of how you don't not even the tiniest bit. My polyester blend animal is no comparison to you. but I pull it in like it's skin and bones just the same, and pick at the white stuffing, hoping it will hand me a heart. While I lie to my own with no thank you cards stating that there are still two walls gone in it where you made you home, and construction begins tomorrow. and you can't have it, e

And theres nothing we could do by ImYourPast, literature

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And theres nothing we could do

We are living in 7 year old bodies while we watch the moon kick the sun out of the sky, and as it puts up its fight we see the bruises changing into the night, with stars for our eyes You say, "Just past the long oak, under the four star of a dipper, I'll be there. Come get me." I find you in back woods hiding a jar of light and we run through creeks, past trees until it dies. Then we laugh as the stars fall over head in our little world, listening to the soft whispers of what lies beyond the safety of our hearts, And we never would have thought that it would soon be all gone.

Butterflies. by ImYourPast, literature

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Butterflies.

I wonder what you look like with [2 AM] TV streams lighting your face. Life's a lot simpler like that. I want you in between bed room sheets, hands on my waist pulling me into your hips… Like I mean something to you. Then we can laugh as time passes us by, just waiting for our dreams to kick in. We're not that perfect anymore. You not only give me butterflies, you hand me wings and now, I'm free.

Diana. by ImYourPast, literature

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Diana.

Diana is a dancer with every right movement, every single glance and side of a smile to get what she wants. She dances for hours in back lit rooms with her heart pouring into all the right placements just to be called [perfect]. tick t i c k t i c k the music releasing her from the troubles of life tick t i c k t i c k she dances on and without end and turns father away, letting her childhood just s l i p past her between hardwood floors and

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How can you hurt? by ImYourPast, literature

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How can you hurt?

Climbing into the wrong world, the wrong life I fall 14 stories up Back to where I was. Hiding my face While picking the salt from the sugar Crying the miles away So I dont have to look at you. Tears are all that you see leaving little track marks on my cheeks. Mirrors tell no lies to you About myself, and there you are At the doorway... Just.. Waiting Not knowung what to believe, Your heart, your love or the reflection of my eyes Come on Sweetheart, Take a look into the truth. Dont keep me Just throw me away With the wrapper of your empty bed. Im a crime with their tape all around my cold case body... suffacating

Without her, I am without me. by ImYourPast, literature

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Without her, I am without me.

And there she is, sitting in that seat, in his line of view, and it kills him. He is alone when she never is. Just like before, just like always. "You are my before and my always, I dont remember anything without you nor do I ever want to" she meant those words 37 days ago. His mind falls from the clouds of what should have happened, what never happened. And there she sits, with her beautiful stiched on smile, just being what he has always wanted, his perfect dream. He wakes up from the night with three days left until the end of her time, the end of his dream. As he remembers the times when they laughed, held hand which moved to thighs, kis

Into my words. by ImYourPast, literature

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Into my words.

Through the open window She sees that this is where she belongs This is where she needs to be Her mind is tracing the cold memories of the seconds to come And her heart tells her there is nothing Or nowhere she is wanted. She is crying, Because you are hurting And I want to help you I want to take away the pain that Only yourself can cause. I look at you and your eyes Tell me nothing For you want to just keep it hidden forever. Tell me, Sweetie What are you scared of? Telling me what you fear, Or letting someone completely in? For these moments there are no words between us Only touches Tears and glances. I know the mea

What I want my words to do. by ImYourPast, literature

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What I want my words to do.

Right when we agree To cheers until there's no memory I see The blue and red making purple Coming for us We have been caught With the time we stole Still on our minds They know where we hide it In between Hallway glances And memory kisses To show that there is something There again. It lies within our Eyes. Come look, We won't bite. Where the truth and fear Are pulling together so many times That only my lies can undo Like the one when I told you Four hundred and thirty seven times that I actually cried when You said we are out of killing life With the hook through you back, And you revisiting your hopeless memori

Just Like Candy. by ImYourPast, literature

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Just Like Candy.

There she is in all her glory, [just for you.] From her eyes, stockings and toes she sees that perfect doesn't fit her quiet well. There is no one as she walks, skirt in hand, her heart beating for you as the butterflies lift her into a dream. but… your not there. He's standing a little too close to the door, with hands stroking cheek bones and grasping bet loops She falls He watches her go, out back room halls into charged air, and never says a word. With skirt and boots; cigarette candy she choked down every last word with meaning. Ther

Your heart beats to the right. by ImYourPast, literature

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Your heart beats to the right.

For the first time since I packed my bags and ran away I feel my heart being taken without my consent. Though I want you to hold it, I fear you will never want this. It's been 144 hours since I first saw you, and with ten days left until the world falls into twenty four hours of love, We pick at our brains trying to picture the future. So here you and I lay on top of bed sheets with fingers in twined, so close I can hear your heart yet too far to ever call you mine. 4 hours, 9 songs, and two teenagers dancing on half lit hearts. They are together, but so far apart.

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About ImYourPast

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Deviant for 17 years
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Current Residence: My mind
Favourite genre of music: Any
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Skin of choice: Mine
Favourite cartoon character: Lenore: The Cute Little Dead Girl
Personal Quote: Live life and let go

Favourite Movies

Too many

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Korn.Blue October.The Used.30 STM. and many more

Favourite Writers

Garth Nix, Dan Brown

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A pen.paper.and a mind

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ImYourPast

Apr 28, 2007

Please Read

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So I got another account becaues this name is annoying me and other reason So my new account is ~me-trouver (https://www.deviantart.com/me-trouver) watch me if you want if not then goodbye, I'm watching everyone on that account. Some of you I am already watching. I will no longer be updating this account. New me-trouver :wave:

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ImYourPast

Apr 17, 2007

Okay, rant time.

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I'm so upset and pissed off right now. Why? Because of the shootings at the school. First, it's really tragic that this happened, and that this Friday is the 11th anniversary of the Columbine shootings. But the thing that makes me so fucking mad is not the shootings, it's that this past August in Virginia they were trying to get a law passed that allows students with a concealed weapons permit to be able to bring their guns on campus, but they voted it out and they are not able to bring them. And because of that I believe it why so many people died, because if one person, just one, had a gun in the room where he was killing them, they could h

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ImYourPast

Apr 11, 2007

Chocolate Starfish

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"Hot Dog" Ladies and gentlemen! Introducing the Chocolate Starfish! and the Hotdog Flavored Water Bring it on! Get the fuck up! Yeah! Check, one, two Listen up, listen up! Here we go It's a fucked up world A fucked up place Everybody's judged by their fucked up face Fucked up dreams Fucked up life A fucked up kid With a fucked up knife Fucked up moms And fucked up dads It's a fucked up a cop With a fucked up badge Fucked up job With fucked up pay And a fucked up boss Is a fucked up pain Fucked up press And fucked up lies Well, Lethal's in the back With the fact of the fires Hey, it's on Everybody knows it's on H